Life...

So, I have been way too busy to get any pictures recently. I really need to work on that, someday I will regret it! For now, here is a little update...
Big news, we bought a house!! We have been living in it for awhile. I posted the pictures when we first moved in. We were just renting it at first, until we could buy it. That's the awesome thing about working in a real estate office, I can make things like that happen. We wouldn't have been able to buy for years if it wasn't for the help of my AWESOME boss! Anyways, we closed on it yesterday, and are SO SO SO happy!!!
Kaelor has decided this week he is definitely ready to be potty trained, and I am so happy for that! He is getting cuter and cuter every day. Today he was trying to learn how to say "avocado" -hilarious! He has the cutest little personality, and loves to take care of his mom. I love having a boy! (And a husband that teaches our son to be so good to me!)
Still no baby news. It's been 2 1/2 years since we started trying again. I think real soon, I'm just throwing my hands in the air and be glad for the one I have.
I'll work on taking more pictures to make my next post more exciting!

Halloween!

One of Kaelor's favorite things right now is music, especially rockin out on his guitar. So, for Halloween we thought it would be perfect to dress him up as a rockstar! Jeramy and I weren't going to dress up, until last minute we got invited to a neighborhood party. So, Jeramy and Kaelor went as KISS, and I was their groupie! I thought it turned out ok for a very last minute, hurry and dress up kind of thing! Kaelor hated me painting his face, so it doesn't look very good. He was so tired and grouchy that we didn't go to very many houses. But, he had fun anyways!

I'm still Alive!

Nope, I haven't died!! I'm just working tons. I am way too busy in the evenings to blog. I will try to update it more frequently, and add some pictures of my cute but VERY destructive little boy! Anyways, here are some random pictures from summer. I can't believe its over already... sad

Too Soon...

So I guess I blurted out the good news too soon. I went in for my first Dr. appointment, and found that there were already some complications that the baby would probably not survive. He told me to come back in 2 weeks, to re-evaluate. That was the very most STRESSFUL 2 weeks of my life! I had some problems throughout the 2 weeks, and knew the baby would not survive. But since it was still barely alive, they couldn't really do anything but wait. I feel like this year has been a stressful time just waiting for someone to die. Ugh! I went in today, and there was no heartbeat. I had a D&C this afternoon. I am just home now, recovering from that. I'm glad it's over, but so sad also. Who knows what the future holds, but at least I have Jeramy and Kaelor and a huge supportive family, and the best friends in the world to help me get through it all!

Happy 2nd Birthday!!

I can't believe Kaelor's already 2! We had a birthday party for him last night. It was lots of fun but there were a TON of people here to spoil him! I don't have many pictures from the party, I was too busy visiting with everyone, so you'll have to wait til I can steal some from my sister's camera.



My dad built Kaelor this huge sandbox, he loves it!!

His birthday party was beach themed, since he got a new pool and sandbox. We just let all of the kids have fun playing "beach" stuff (swimming, sandbox, balloon toss, etc.)

It was a lot of fun and I'm glad it's over!

I go to the Dr. on Tuesday for my first ultrasound. I'm excited to see it and see a heartbeat and know that it's all real! I was so sick with all of my other pregnancies, and this time I've only been tired. I'm not complaining that I'm not sick, it just makes me worry that something is wrong, so it'll be a nice relief to see it's all ok!!

Guess what....

We're finally having another baby! As soon as we decided against having more, and actually tried to prevent it, sure enough I got pregnant right away! I guess in the future when we don't want more, we need to try and try and even be on fertility treatments, because we learned that's how we DON'T get pregnant! I'm due on February 14. I'm barely almost 6 weeks, but I'm not good at secrets! We're SO excited now, after the initial shock!!

Birthday party!

Kaelor's 2nd birthday is coming up! I need birthday party ideas if anybody has suggestions...

Happy Birthday Mom!

Tomorrow, May 8, would be my mom's birthday. I am preparing for this weekend to be the hardest yet since she died, with both her birthday and Mother's day. I miss her so much and would give anything to be able to tell her Happy birthday, and how much I love her. I just pray I'll get the chance to say all these things some day. This picture is of her at work with one of her patients. She loved her job as a nurse so much.

New House!!

Here are some pictures of our new house finally!! We are loving it here!! And I only have pictures of the rooms that were remotely clean!

Kaelor is SO SO proud of his room!

Bath Fun!

Kaelor was having so much fun in the bath tub tonight I decided to grab the camera! We have been SO busy working on our yard, and house that I haven't had time to blog, so here is a few weeks worth of posts in one shot!

Check out this sliver!! Poor kid got it from walking barefoot on the deck!

Puppy!

Since we have a house, and can have a dog, we got one! We got her just a few days after moving in. She is a golden retreiver and is a lot of fun!

Kaelor loves playing with his "puttty"!

Backyard!

So it doesn't look like much, but we have worked our butts off on this! It was all sagebrush only a few weeks ago. we have cleared it out, and even planted some grass. We still have to fill that gulch in before we can plant more grass but I am so excited to have a huge backyard!

Easter!

He didn't really get the whole easter egg hunt thing. He realized after about 2 eggs, that they were filled with candy. So he would pick one up, throw it on the tile til it broke open, then eat all the candy. Then he would repeat. Good thing Me and Jeramy are OCD about our house being clean so I know he was safe eating off of the floor!

Wish me luck...

I swear, we have the hardest time having children! With Kaelor it took us 3 years, one miscarriage, and one stillborn to have him. I was on bedrest ALL the time because I kept going into labor starting at 5 months. Since we knew it would take us awhile to have another one, we started trying right after he was born. Here it is almost 2 years later, and nothing! I have been on Chlomid for 5 months now, and still nothing. So on Wednesday I'm going in for an HSG. I'll spare you the details, but I've heard its painful. I'm nervous, but hopefully they will find something that can be easily corrected. I am so thankful for the one kid I do have, and at least I get to experience motherhood. But now that I know how rewarding it is, I want to have at least one more! I guess we will see! We're both losing hope!

Valley of Fire!!

Every year for as long as I can remember we've gone camping down at Valley of Fire in the early spring. its so pretty and warm there it helps kill the winter blues!

Since Lake Mead is only about 10 minutes from Valley of Fire, we went down to the lake to feed the fish and play. Kaelor is just like his mom, put him barefoot next to some water and he's happy!

While we were there we fed the fish. These things are CRAZY!! Can you see how many there are and they go nuts for the food, its sad that fish can be so entertaining!

Just about everyone I know doesn't have a clue what Valley of fire is so I took lots of scenery pictures to try and show how pretty it is there!