Life...

So, I have been way too busy to get any pictures recently. I really need to work on that, someday I will regret it! For now, here is a little update...
Big news, we bought a house!! We have been living in it for awhile. I posted the pictures when we first moved in. We were just renting it at first, until we could buy it. That's the awesome thing about working in a real estate office, I can make things like that happen. We wouldn't have been able to buy for years if it wasn't for the help of my AWESOME boss! Anyways, we closed on it yesterday, and are SO SO SO happy!!!
Kaelor has decided this week he is definitely ready to be potty trained, and I am so happy for that! He is getting cuter and cuter every day. Today he was trying to learn how to say "avocado" -hilarious! He has the cutest little personality, and loves to take care of his mom. I love having a boy! (And a husband that teaches our son to be so good to me!)
Still no baby news. It's been 2 1/2 years since we started trying again. I think real soon, I'm just throwing my hands in the air and be glad for the one I have.
I'll work on taking more pictures to make my next post more exciting!

Halloween!

One of Kaelor's favorite things right now is music, especially rockin out on his guitar. So, for Halloween we thought it would be perfect to dress him up as a rockstar! Jeramy and I weren't going to dress up, until last minute we got invited to a neighborhood party. So, Jeramy and Kaelor went as KISS, and I was their groupie! I thought it turned out ok for a very last minute, hurry and dress up kind of thing! Kaelor hated me painting his face, so it doesn't look very good. He was so tired and grouchy that we didn't go to very many houses. But, he had fun anyways!

I'm still Alive!

Nope, I haven't died!! I'm just working tons. I am way too busy in the evenings to blog. I will try to update it more frequently, and add some pictures of my cute but VERY destructive little boy! Anyways, here are some random pictures from summer. I can't believe its over already... sad

Too Soon...

So I guess I blurted out the good news too soon. I went in for my first Dr. appointment, and found that there were already some complications that the baby would probably not survive. He told me to come back in 2 weeks, to re-evaluate. That was the very most STRESSFUL 2 weeks of my life! I had some problems throughout the 2 weeks, and knew the baby would not survive. But since it was still barely alive, they couldn't really do anything but wait. I feel like this year has been a stressful time just waiting for someone to die. Ugh! I went in today, and there was no heartbeat. I had a D&C this afternoon. I am just home now, recovering from that. I'm glad it's over, but so sad also. Who knows what the future holds, but at least I have Jeramy and Kaelor and a huge supportive family, and the best friends in the world to help me get through it all!

Happy 2nd Birthday!!

I can't believe Kaelor's already 2! We had a birthday party for him last night. It was lots of fun but there were a TON of people here to spoil him! I don't have many pictures from the party, I was too busy visiting with everyone, so you'll have to wait til I can steal some from my sister's camera.



My dad built Kaelor this huge sandbox, he loves it!!

His birthday party was beach themed, since he got a new pool and sandbox. We just let all of the kids have fun playing "beach" stuff (swimming, sandbox, balloon toss, etc.)

It was a lot of fun and I'm glad it's over!

I go to the Dr. on Tuesday for my first ultrasound. I'm excited to see it and see a heartbeat and know that it's all real! I was so sick with all of my other pregnancies, and this time I've only been tired. I'm not complaining that I'm not sick, it just makes me worry that something is wrong, so it'll be a nice relief to see it's all ok!!

Guess what....

We're finally having another baby! As soon as we decided against having more, and actually tried to prevent it, sure enough I got pregnant right away! I guess in the future when we don't want more, we need to try and try and even be on fertility treatments, because we learned that's how we DON'T get pregnant! I'm due on February 14. I'm barely almost 6 weeks, but I'm not good at secrets! We're SO excited now, after the initial shock!!

Birthday party!

Kaelor's 2nd birthday is coming up! I need birthday party ideas if anybody has suggestions...

Happy Birthday Mom!

Tomorrow, May 8, would be my mom's birthday. I am preparing for this weekend to be the hardest yet since she died, with both her birthday and Mother's day. I miss her so much and would give anything to be able to tell her Happy birthday, and how much I love her. I just pray I'll get the chance to say all these things some day. This picture is of her at work with one of her patients. She loved her job as a nurse so much.

New House!!

Here are some pictures of our new house finally!! We are loving it here!! And I only have pictures of the rooms that were remotely clean!

Kaelor is SO SO proud of his room!

Bath Fun!

Kaelor was having so much fun in the bath tub tonight I decided to grab the camera! We have been SO busy working on our yard, and house that I haven't had time to blog, so here is a few weeks worth of posts in one shot!