Too Soon...

So I guess I blurted out the good news too soon. I went in for my first Dr. appointment, and found that there were already some complications that the baby would probably not survive. He told me to come back in 2 weeks, to re-evaluate. That was the very most STRESSFUL 2 weeks of my life! I had some problems throughout the 2 weeks, and knew the baby would not survive. But since it was still barely alive, they couldn't really do anything but wait. I feel like this year has been a stressful time just waiting for someone to die. Ugh! I went in today, and there was no heartbeat. I had a D&C this afternoon. I am just home now, recovering from that. I'm glad it's over, but so sad also. Who knows what the future holds, but at least I have Jeramy and Kaelor and a huge supportive family, and the best friends in the world to help me get through it all!